it is much better to find those moments, to have the good time or to find a bit of reprise when you least expect it. when you simply go about your day, head to work, kiss the wife, enjoy breakfast, there is something of an overall comfort when thing are done natural. to follow the path, to not force as my father told me over-and-over again as I was growing up. to just accept the way things are, the way they were meant to be.

as the waves crash onto a beach in some distant shore, my thoughts also rise and expel their own force onto my body. they pass, as others approach. i feel i can see them, almost taste them. but like my hair growing and heart beating I have little choice in their content and makeup. i can fight them, react to them or simply watch them come and go like the waves. i have this choice i think, i do my best to settle the mind.

there is everything and nothing to do tomorrow. no one to compete with other than me of yesterday. forget those foolish post of others, moments for them to show off to a world where they lack the confidence to not post their happiness to strangers. i have plenty of time, money and space to be whoever i happen to be. i will do my best to find that way, while not trying too hard.