best to pinch yourself from time to time. get sick, lose your way and scare yourself once a day if you can. to remember you are here, as that will not last forever. your among the living. you can participate in the great social experiment of man in modern day, where we can interact with strangers online or have hot food delivered to your door by a man on a motorized vehicle.
at each moment you can see it for what you want. it can be the greatest idea or an awful day, the good or bad is an outlook we take. a challenge or a setback can be a defeat or a simple bump on the road to success. if you can manage to have a hard day, and smile at it, you have figured out the way. it is easy to enjoy the good times, the shopping, sleeping in late and eating dessert, figure out how to smile during all the other times and you would have figured out the way. life is happening now, smile and enjoy it.
the harder the day the better the story. its hard for all of us. everyone is going through this feeling of loneliness and fear, some just handle it better then others. they swallow the bitter, smile at the world and say hello and thank you. listen to others, stay quiet from time to time, i keep telling myself. there is much to learn, to unlearn, to uncover and discover. the road into or away from a sunset are both worth staring into.