its complicated. the further you look into things to more complex they get. an infinite amount of solutions available for an array of problems. choices at every step, from the moment you open your eyes, the words that come out of your mouth, the way you look at things. we act on our ideas expecting that the outcomes will take us closer to that meaning, steps in a direction we pretend will provide substance in it all. we question the choices, create reasons for our actions and pour over the details to put it all in a better light. manipulating our choices and examples in a display of showmanship to comfort ourselves that the choices we made were right all along. our ego displayed to ourselves and others in a display of redemption.
its simple. wake up, take steps and make choices. reasons and recognition do not matter, as soon as you go for those yard post you find yourself on another field all together. its all waiting for you, the time, place and who you are is all laid out. do not stop to think why or for what reason, this will simply tie you down and divert you from your day. clean the dishes when the sink is full and cut the lawn when the grass is tall. nothing else matters, take each day for what it brings. accept the choices and those around you as you would a sunny day or passing thought, they are here for you to make and simply choose left or right. the game is to be played, nothing more, nothing else.
its somewhere in between. if you accept it all on the surface you would never realise the depth of it. there is meaning in each choice, action and thought. there is a point to it, a mystical harmony that has the universe weaving us all together at this time and place. stop and look, marvel at your feelings and place in the dance. dont pause too long for the place will move on without you. the story develops when your reading it, the sun will go away and the day will pass if you do not go out to see it. the moments where you find yourself enjoying it all without pausing too long to think of where it all came from is somewhere close. from afar and within, breathe in and out, it is everything, it is nothing.