as the sun warms the earth, we go about our days. each of us at the center of a plan to make it through with as little pain and as much pleasure as we can squeeze out. with our music in the background we message our friends and undo the problems we decide to tackle. taxes, bills and what to eat, how to decorate, trading our time in order to receive some payment in the future. our lives leading to this moment, our persona reflected in what we do, what occupies our time. millions of us, engaged with each other, moving along in tandem in a universal dance.
with the day we come across people we like, people who like us and those that dont. most are absorbed in their own lives and emotions, no room left to play. feelings are mutual in this world as is our emotions, smile and the world smiles back. our attraction and network eve and flow, when we think of the other a strange occurrence happens within the minds of those whose names come into our mind, ours comes in theirs. a communication we have yet to understand but are fully aware of. we live and die over and over again in this world.
if you watch how the game goes on long enough you start to see the workings of a system built on measurable gauges and clocks. 10,000 hours of this, effort here, savings there, a video game that we are sure is not a game. you can manipulate small parts but the race but it is basically fixed. winners and losers defined not by some judge but from within, from the mirror that is always in front of us but we never see. winners also find themselves at a loss elsewhere, everything has two sides and this three dimensional world has us vulnerable from all sides. we are all hurting and laughing from some point, winning and losing on others. an impossible fix has been created where juggling is involved and where balls eventually drop. like so man things in this world we simply must accept and move on. time has other plans for us. plans to take us in further circles. to wind us up and down, to make us forget and then remember everything, to awaken us and put others to sleep.