crazy capture of fish captured in a jelly, more here

trapped. it seems this way when you take money from an investor, or a debt from a bank. it seems this way when you partner with others, when you let other people make your decisions you do not want to make. society does this to us, causes us to either trap others or get trapped ourselves, so hard to live among each other without having some sort of symbiotic relationship. countries do this to each other, as do corporations and individuals. thoughts of check cashing places come to mind.

am i the jelly or the fish or the photographer a friend asked? it was hard to answer. it had been a while since we last spoke, we have been involved in a complex deal that was collapsing and coming together on so many levels. ego’s and cash caught up among people who deserved nothing, like myself, but who deserves any of the things they get in this life? i kept at it since i feel like the photographer, interested in it as i am with anything going on, happy to put my finger in the pie if it is going to get eaten.

take, consume, give, lose a bit, take more, build, give some more away, eat, store, burrow, then leave it all after you have been eaten by the jelly. at least you feel like your in control.