we fight, struggle and suffer and on occasion it is worth it. to overcome our struggle, to want something and achieve it is one of the highlights that life allows us. risk must be taken and hard work, or smart work, is required. timing, placement and strategy are all important as is a bit of luck. fall down, make mistakes and then fix them. if the problem persist step away from it, try it from a different angle and hopefully it will move.

dont force things. told over and over when we are children. there is truth in this adage. when things do not want to happen, they won’t. people stand in your way, the pressure to make things flow and become undone seem impossible. don’t stop. but don’t force.

we suffer, this is known. but there is no one sided anything so at moments we cease suffering and the opposite happens… joy….. and this is the moment we marvel at and strive for. at times we create false realities with substances or with convincing ourselves that we never wanted to make it to a place or a situation, but these are not helpful if you are to become a better person.