do we cause the problems and do the things we do on purpose? where does it take us and what are we going for? it is too define us, prove what we think of ourselves. either as leaders or failures.

we shoot for a star, a goal and a mark. we then go for that task, time goes on and we change and the star seems to have moved a bit. we are a bit closer and we try again. far away and close. further defining who we are as the goals continue. both to others and ourselves. our ego is formed.

we start meandering from this a bit though. we get tired and give up our goals or our destinies for the outcomes that arrive or that we were forced to take. the boat goes in the direction we put it, but the speed and direction are not in our control at times.