why go after the things we dont want…is it simply that saying no is harder then yes or is there another ball at play? could it also be that we do not know when we have hit capacity and our insatiable appetite for more is within us all? 40% obesity rates..americans keep getting bigger and in a bit of further irony, shorter. perhaps its that the ball is already in motion and following the direction set ahead of us is much easier, things set in motion will usually follow suit. it is harder to change course then keeping what is at hand.

perhaps an apathy of the outcome, a general malaise of any outcome, so we go forward. consume the grass in our vision, order take-out and complain about the waste.

eating what is there instead of finding something that might be found. perhaps its an over abundance of choice or time, with the days still coming off the calendar it seems that eventually in the thirty day calendar certain days will fulfill us, others will a disappointment and the rest will be a haze.