the amount of choices, things in play, relationships and the consequences that come about when tragedy rears its head. things in certain areas can be going along well, while other areas, your health or the relationship with your child dives, dragging the entire matrix down with it. it all has to spin right, or spin. we can dampen the outcome with grandiose lies to ourselves or by intoxicating ourselves, but the truth of our decisions face us each morning when we open our eyes and take stock of the life in front of us. our decisions and choices in physical form all around us, the day waiting to show you what you have made of yourself and others to address you in a manner of what the universe has bestowed you as.
let the idea of hope float ahead of you, keep those dreams. a vacation is coming, the weekend is closing in, longer sleep, better tv, a chance of better tomorrow. it is this imagination and mirage that keeps many of us going. pretending that tomorrow will not be like today, that the shoulders do not slump, that the food will taste better, that the hangover can be avoided.
close your eyes, it all expands. relax, it is all temporary. everything about now will change in moments. in a decade, your friends, your health, your family, your financial situation, your hopes and your dream will be completely different. change is the only thing that is constant. and dont look back in nostalgia, it was never easy.