he taught magicians how to do magic, and had a very english face

something about accepting who you are is relaxing. accepting the way things are in life, not striving for anything else other then the other side of the day. saying what you want, what you think. having an ability to accept the way things are is something that comes along a bit later in life, when you realise there is little you can truly do about it. if you dont get something, it was not meant to have been obtained. days unfold, along with them the problems and disturbances that comes along with it. embrace them, for without any games there is really no point at playing the game. and it is all simply a game. 

round and round it comes, certain fruits hanging lower then others, moments of joy spliced with moments of sadness, either way it keep coming in and out as long as you listen. you can shut it all out if you try, focusing on elsewhere, on the breath as in medication, on the good, does any of it really matter. its as good or as bad as we say it is, ups and downs like days in a calendar, round and round and ups and downs. 

take a shower and climb yourself into bed, its over. the day is over, the circumstances of the seeds planted will become evident tomorrow. it will or will not come about, should the bean sprout then take care of it, if it does not come out plant more. plant the type of seeds you like as this garden is yours to eat from.