finding wrinkles in the skin, on the shirt. pants falling down, always looking at sales items at the store. savings and then overpaying, waking up smiling or full of anxiety, eating then not eating, exercising, contacting friends and working on business deals. balancing numbers, reporting to the funds and then to the government. getting distracted by the tv, the internet the mail and the meal times.
its time to water the flowers, clean the floors, eat, sleep, call your mom. the skin heals then gets cut open again, clothes need cleaning then putting away, then new clothes. sale items, brand names, off market and then needing to match, comfort or professional. fix the roads, the schools the walls are falling down, flooding then running out of water. spinning over and over again, invasive species, immigrants and locals. the morning sun, the winds the clouds the airplane and the seats that are getting smaller and smaller.
fix your attention, focus on the goal, dont get distracted by them, turn around, go the other direction. this is not the dream you are after. hormones in the chickens, pesticide in the fields, carbon being released that will make the waters rise, eat away at our walls, our shores and ourselves. in circles we go, less and less circular until it all goes astray.
tv getting better.